No, I Can't Play Piano

When I was very young, one fine day my dad suddenly told us, me and two sisters, to get ready for a music lesson. Other family kids are good in at least one kind of music instrument so we should catch up. I was excited about the Piano lesson imagining that one day we could perform in front of a congregation during church services.

We started off with some theory and writing of music language. It was fun initially, but after a few lessons, my second elder sister began to feel boring. She was naturally a lazy lady! She felt that it was already too much for a princess to suffer in the school and wonder why must her father being so cruel to burden her yet another boring subject. She didn’t do well and could not catch up and sometimes forgot the previous lesson completely. She tried very hard to enlighten my father that he was actually wasting his money for this... The learning progress almost come to a stagnation. She finally quited. Elder sister and I stayed on until we finished the theory part.

Thereafter, since we didn't have a piano at home, we instead need to go to teacher's house to continue the practical part. Eldest sister quited as she barely cope with her study in school. I was all alone left in this music journey. The teacher wasn't a full time professional and when she was busy with other things, the schedule changed accordingly. Due to lack of motivation, i soon lost my interest too and quited. This marked the end of the family's music pursue.

I regretted that i didn't hold on to complete the piano lesson. Nevertheless, i have grown passion for piano music and over the years I find myself easily attracted to music enthusiast :p

I remember I told my father :"Dad, i think i wanna stop piano, no fun anymore"
Father:"You sure? ok... " then he was murmuring how to tell the teacher this because it was quite a shame thing that all his children, one by one failed in music. I knew it was not his idea in the first place to bring us to the world of music. He must have got the influence from his friends or his siblings...

Yesterday afternoon when i was browsing i notice someone is looking for Violin and Japanese teacher. Without a second thought i emailed him and offer a help. I know a violin teacher that i would like to introduce to him. I msn my violinist friend and arrange for a further discussion.
I really hope that he can somehow take up the lesson because i didn't make it. I know i was 唐突 but hope he didn't take this as a scam cos i am really sincere to help.

Sometimes i thought if my dad could help just a little bit more than just paying money for the lessons...
However, it does not take long for me to realize that the real reason that i can't play piano today is simply because i don't have the enough time talent. Damn it!